i tend to go into an i-love-everyone-around-me mood at certain times of the day or at certain points of my life hahah. i just had one jst now xp

i tell you. i lovelovelovelovelovelovelove my cousin. he's so nice and sweet and all. (: i bumped into him just now while walking home. he was on his bicycle coming back from badminton. i turned then i saw him then he looked at me. and i looked back. and looked. and i looked haha. then it finally hit him that im his cousin lol. so he slowed down and we chatted for a wee lil while. and he ended the convo with a take care. i miss him.

he's like a super nice cousin that will like give in to me after awhile of joking with me and knows limits and stuff so i dont really get like irritated or mad with him. and he's a really jokey and cool and nice guy (: i miss himmm. its been a thousand years since i met my cousins cause we dont have a gathering for like forever!

then i realised i loved everyone! my family, friends, cousins woohoo. yea the sudden i-love-everyone mood lols.

then its gone (:

haish, i don't wna live my life day by day only trying to get my grades so i can get a good paying job so i can lead a good life and get what i want. i want to live in the moment, absorb everything around me, people around me. never wanting to let go of the moments. devourisng and savouring every single moment. not just passing them by jst as i snap my fingers. gone. jst like that. i'm sure life is more than studies, more more than that. i don't wna lose touch with the people around me. i don't want to be strangers in the future. my life's quite okay now. i dn't want things to change. i dnt really like change. i don't want to start losing stuff. not now. not ever. but i know itll happen at least at some point in my life.

god, i just want to stay a teenager forever.